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my love
3 min read
My greatest fear is not being able to protect you when the time comes.
these scars are from a past i don't want to show u but i fear if i need to use the skills i learned to live this scares u will no longer love me or see me as human.
i would give my life for yours in a heart beat but i don't want to leave your side.
i wish i could be a little good for u but the more time u spend with me the more u are in danger and if u get hurt 1 i will fuck up who ever did so and 2 if it was cuz of me they i would not know if i could stand my self knowing that u got hurt cuz of me
when i make u cry it kills me on the inside
when i see u sad i die slowly
i the luckiest man in the world to have u as a GF but i don't want to make u anything but happy but i feel like i cause u pain
u say i'm good but that just to make me feel better i know when u lie or try to cheer me up some how it works in the end
when the day comes to en end when u let go of my hand and say goodbye i feel live im back to were i was before i meet u alone coved in darkness i feel so far away from u and now i'm going to be farther and i will miss u so much ='(
i wish i did not need to go but i must i just ask u wait for me to come home to u my love so that i can be with u and love u tell dust is no more
i truly am the most luckiest guy in the world to have u my Wulfum
P.S. if u read this i still don't see why some one as gorgeous as u would fall for a nobody like me but i glad u did
these scars are from a past i don't want to show u but i fear if i need to use the skills i learned to live this scares u will no longer love me or see me as human.
i would give my life for yours in a heart beat but i don't want to leave your side.
i wish i could be a little good for u but the more time u spend with me the more u are in danger and if u get hurt 1 i will fuck up who ever did so and 2 if it was cuz of me they i would not know if i could stand my self knowing that u got hurt cuz of me
when i make u cry it kills me on the inside
when i see u sad i die slowly
i the luckiest man in the world to have u as a GF but i don't want to make u anything but happy but i feel like i cause u pain
u say i'm good but that just to make me feel better i know when u lie or try to cheer me up some how it works in the end
when the day comes to en end when u let go of my hand and say goodbye i feel live im back to were i was before i meet u alone coved in darkness i feel so far away from u and now i'm going to be farther and i will miss u so much ='(
i wish i did not need to go but i must i just ask u wait for me to come home to u my love so that i can be with u and love u tell dust is no more
i truly am the most luckiest guy in the world to have u my Wulfum
P.S. if u read this i still don't see why some one as gorgeous as u would fall for a nobody like me but i glad u did
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nightmare
1 min read
i only dream of nightmares
i dream but do not want to all i see in them is pain and suffering.
im tried of dreaming the same dream, i cant do anything cuz in the dream i am bound as i watch my love ones die by my past.
the past can't beforgoten no matter how hard i try. this dream is killing me slowly some times i wish a could have a happy dream but it turns to a nightmare.
i see the same thing happen over and over.
no mater how much i struggle i can't break free.
no matter how mush i yell they can no hear me.
no matter the tears it turns red.
i wake drenched in sweat and tears with every thing racing in my head.
an i know it was just a nightmare
i dream but do not want to all i see in them is pain and suffering.
im tried of dreaming the same dream, i cant do anything cuz in the dream i am bound as i watch my love ones die by my past.
the past can't beforgoten no matter how hard i try. this dream is killing me slowly some times i wish a could have a happy dream but it turns to a nightmare.
i see the same thing happen over and over.
no mater how much i struggle i can't break free.
no matter how mush i yell they can no hear me.
no matter the tears it turns red.
i wake drenched in sweat and tears with every thing racing in my head.
an i know it was just a nightmare
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GOD why do u look down on us
2 min read
God u take stuff from us that we enjoy in life
u just take and take with out thinking what others think or feel and if this is a test then to hell with it i fail
hurting others is not ok and hurting my friends is unforgive able so the day i see u is they day i die on the inside seeing the taker of my friends and to night u make me cry for him
why him he had such a big smile and such a funny heart but u take him with no feelings at all
i feel pain in my heart every time i pray or see you cuz all u do is take the good thing from my life
thes people that you take the people that u hurt why im used to pain but i feel helpless when i see others in pain
u say u are are savor but to me u just kill me in side little by little
i hope you have a good reason to do what you did cuz if u dont the day i see u i will make u pay no mater the after math cuz u hurt so many people u are like a dam robot GOOOOO TO HELL GOD
u just take and take with out thinking what others think or feel and if this is a test then to hell with it i fail
hurting others is not ok and hurting my friends is unforgive able so the day i see u is they day i die on the inside seeing the taker of my friends and to night u make me cry for him
why him he had such a big smile and such a funny heart but u take him with no feelings at all
i feel pain in my heart every time i pray or see you cuz all u do is take the good thing from my life
thes people that you take the people that u hurt why im used to pain but i feel helpless when i see others in pain
u say u are are savor but to me u just kill me in side little by little
i hope you have a good reason to do what you did cuz if u dont the day i see u i will make u pay no mater the after math cuz u hurt so many people u are like a dam robot GOOOOO TO HELL GOD
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????
1 min read
roses are red violets are blue aaa fuck this u just want to say i like u XDDDD
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Devious Journal Entry
1 min read
why does one we love have to go when she just smiled at you then the next day she is gone.
one day you look at her with loving eyes then she is gone.
this girl could look at you and your heart would leap with joy no matter what moode you are in.
this girl could hop around like a rabit every day.
i hate life cuz you could have some one that you love and in the next moment they are gone and no matter how many people you see die it is never the same.
this girl was not human but a dog closs too my heart none the less she was old but moved like she was young.
she was a girl so funny with so much life and god dam god for taking something so loving to so many people lifes.
- in memory of maih my dog
(this is no joke a dog a person both have feeling and both can be colse to your heart)
one day you look at her with loving eyes then she is gone.
this girl could look at you and your heart would leap with joy no matter what moode you are in.
this girl could hop around like a rabit every day.
i hate life cuz you could have some one that you love and in the next moment they are gone and no matter how many people you see die it is never the same.
this girl was not human but a dog closs too my heart none the less she was old but moved like she was young.
she was a girl so funny with so much life and god dam god for taking something so loving to so many people lifes.
- in memory of maih my dog
(this is no joke a dog a person both have feeling and both can be colse to your heart)
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